Sometimes the heart see wat is invisible to d eye

Exams coming to an end

2005-11-08T22:12:00.000-08:00

Yipee 1 good news is exams are coming to an end... haiz... but i screwed up for my paper today.... totally write out of point for one of the econs essay... sure fail le lor... haiz... i wonder how can i get into the course i wan if everything is so screwed up... how leh? aiya this whole week is such a shitty week although i am supposed to feel happy coz i will be going back to sg this week... no longer has the excitement of going back to sg lor... coz i know next year things will be different if i manage to get into uni.... plus have to work in sg and also ususally when i return i will always make my dad upset with the things i do and how i behave... so dun really have the urge to go back though i miss my family and friends... human are always in a dilemma and will wan the best of both world... anyway to my sg friends if u are reading this help me keep a look out for any jobs... also to all my friends... i have a new blog... www.wretch.cc/blog/chirodi... visit it when u are free.... gt my latest pic and info too... take care... cheers

Holidays ending

2005-10-01T02:13:00.000-07:00

Oh my gosh... Time flies... Before i know it, my holidays are coming to an end... 2 more days b4 sch reopens and this means that i will be gettin my results soon which i know i did not do well for all my subjects and that there is only a mth more for me b4 my final yr exams starts... Have to study extra extra hard now if i want to get into the courses i wan in Monash... Also i have to start saving money if i wan to go Hong Kong with my sisters and shop for clothes... Last moth (Sept) spend more than a $1000 lor... Oh ya and i miss my Spore friends and family alot now... Cant wait to see them in nov... Also, i believe it is time for me to go into a new relationship le... He has move on and i have to too... Cant possibly remain in the same spot right? Keke... Currently, i have feelings for one of my friends... He is quite nice and a real gentleman.... Anyway we almost got together but there are certain things that i have yet to sort out so currently we are still friends... B4 updating my blog, i was sitting at my balcony thinking abt stuffs and i think i can say this loud... I am ready for a new relationship... Yipee!!! Ya and also i am very happy for Ade who has a new gf now... She waited this long to ask her to be her gf lor... Keke... Bet she is enjoying herself now...

Urrgh!!!

2005-09-11T00:53:00.000-07:00

Urrgh.... It is the exam period and i will be having my Maths A exam on Mon, Comp Sci exam on Tues and Econs exam on Wed... All those that need plenty of revision subjects... Haiz. have to score well in all of them... Sat for the previous exam which is Eng and Accounting... Thought i could get an A for accounting but i am so totally not sure now... Ya anyway besides exam i have something that is bothering me... How can one tell when he or she is in love? I mean i seriously dunno how to tell... Love is such a complicated thing... How do i know it isnt just a crush that i will get over soon? Aaah it is bothering me so much that i cant stop thinking abt it... Oh someone pls help me...

Prom..

2005-08-02T22:30:00.000-07:00

Oh prom is over... well it was quite fun although initially there was the taxi incident... Obviously the taxi service here is not very good lor... my fren apparently book the cab but it did not turn up den we call up the taxi company they tell us tat as it is fri nite and no cab is available for us... they ask us to go and flag one ourself... ya so a little bit affected my mood lor... but luckily we gt a cab after a while... then at d party, i took photos wif 2 handsome waiters, dance wif frens, took many photos and although the ticket cost me $60, i did not eat much lor... my frens and i left half way during the dinner to go to the dance floor and b4 we are back, our plates are cleared... ya but overall it was an experience for me lor... had much fun... guys if u wan to see the prom pic can go to my friendster lor... ya take care my dear frens...

Mixed Feelings

2005-07-29T11:10:00.000-07:00

hey i am back for wat 3 weeks onli? time pass so fast and yet seem so slow... Anyway i am having my sch prom tomorrow... then yesterday i went for a hair cut, hair dye... lastest hair color of mine is front pure black and back brown with some ash blonde i think... oh ya i recently found out tat i could no longer stand something... i realise i dislike and is very much dislike when friend of mine told me this and then the next minute do or say the next thing.. wats the pt of sayin things which u dun mean it in d 1st place? i just simply cant stand it... n it not onli happen once but many times le... it is just tat recently it happens too many times thus it is gettin on my nerves... ya i know there are all kinds of ppl in tis world and in order to stay happy everyday, we have to take things easy and always look on d bright side... No one is perfect perhaps this phrase makes me feel better... Ya anyway i know i am not perfect too and has a num of flaws so i dun think i haf d right to say others or watever la... erm felt much better now... take care guys... spore weather is hot so drink more water.... will update after my prom thing...

Back soon

2005-07-07T19:16:00.000-07:00

Yoz... I will be back er i think tomorrow... Fast sia... 3 weeks of my holiday has passed... Well i did quite a number of shopping and bought some new clothes and vcds... Now extremely broke le... Oh ya i also watched 6 movies in all... I will recommend my friends to watch War of The World by Tom Cruise... And of coz Initial-D by Jay Chou... Quite nice.... Ya then well many things happened during my holiday back... Sad and happy things but i am glad all this lies are over... At least i will not have any more hopes in tat matter le... Then yesterday also met up with my friends from St Pat and my 2 sisters.... Quite happy... We had some fun though part of it was rather bored as there was no plans organised.... But still i hope to meet up again with them and also my ex-classmates... We had steamboat on Sat and then went for a bowling... A pity i nv bring my house keys along if not i could go Chinatown with them for .... Haha... Ya but overall i had much fun despite some unhappy things going on but well in life there are bound to be ups and downs so i will just take this as a lesson... Ya anyway going back to Mel soon le... Have to work hard, sleep early and wake up early so as not to miss my Maths lesson or be late for it le... Gambate!!!

One week has passed

2005-06-27T16:26:00.000-07:00

Wow time really fkies... One week had passed since i am back in Spore... Erm quite enjoyed myself so far coz i managed to meet up wif my 2 sis... But a pity one has gone back to Perth... Nvm hope she is enjoying herself there and don't feel too homesick ah sis... Ya also Patrick thanx for ur advice... I will follow my heart if onli it is a decision which will not hurt anyone... Ya then this whole week i think i also will be quite busy... Oh ya i also wanted to apologise to one friend of mine coz on fri the meeting wif me turn out so unpleasant tat both of us had a small but rather hurtful quarrel... I don't wish to lose a gd fren juz coz of this... Hope u can forgive me as i dunno y things turn out that way.... Ya i also hope to meet up with my 2 other sis together wif ppl from st pats... Anyway to my frens in mel hope u are enjoying urselves there... Gladys i had a wonderfult time tat day... Thanx...

Exams are finally over....

2005-06-18T01:45:00.000-07:00

Yipee... Exams are finally over for me... Just sat my last paper a moment ago.... Well didnt do quite well for it... Actually i gt no confident for every exams lor... Think this time i do rather badly for everything... My eng i got high hopes for it but i dunno why this time round i took a long time to finish... I finished the paper just on the dot lor... Haiz... Then i realise that i write my essay abit too long... Now i also dunno if i can do well anot... As for my maths i hope i can pass lor... Even if i just pass i happy le... Then hope comp sci and accounting can do well lor... Ya anyway guys i will soon be returning back to Spore lor... keke... Cant wait to meet up with Gladys and Ade... I miss u guys... N elle 4 also lor... Haha... Oh ya and recently my comp gt prob so nv update my blog... N to everyone else there who are still having their exams... Good Luck...

Heyee...

2005-05-20T22:19:00.000-07:00

Wow has been a while since i last update my blog... keke... Well past few days haf been studyin Maths lor... Best record is studyin Maths for 3 whole hours... Ya... Then Thurs sat for my Maths test... Hope i can pass though chances are not high... But i shldnt be so pesstimistic hor... Ya anyway i am now starting to work hard le coz exams starting in less than a mth... Hope i can pass all my exams with flying colors and for Maths i hope i can at least get a pass... Do u guys agree that it's painful to say goodbye to someone else that u dun wan to let go but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if u can never make the relationship work out the way it shld be? Well back to my life in Mel... Erm the weather has taken for a change as winter is coming and ya everythin is fine here... Take care guys...

Aah...

2005-05-11T18:37:00.000-07:00

Aiya... I failed my maths again... Haiz... I hate it man... But i did well for my eng... Got 46/50 for the 1st oral presentation and 18/25 for the other... I now planned a schedule as in have to do maths everyday le lor... Must practice ma coz my fren here say tat i need to depend on myself to study maths as not many teacher will teach me from the start of everything lor.... they prefer u to haf qn to ask them then they teach u lor... Exactly one mth, my mid yr exam will start le... Hope i can do well for all sub and pass my maths at least... I wan to get 2 As, 2 Bs and a C or D for my maths... But of coz haf to work hard for it and not juz hope for it... Ya guys, wish me all d best man... Thanx...

back

2005-05-03T22:49:00.000-07:00

It has been a long time since i last updated my blog... Well yesterday is a yr since i broke off wif my ex... Time pass really fast... Soon half a yr of 2005 will be gone... Anyway i am disappointed wif my acc test though i did not get the results yet... I know i will not do well coz the qn was not clear as to wat to find out... Ya my new resolution for the month is that i will haf to pass all my exams with flying colours except for maths if i pass borderline i will be more than happy... Ya hopefully i can do it... Anyway things are good last month and hopefully this new month, things will be better for me.. cAnt wait to get back to Spore and hang out wif my friends and SkyGerz... Wanna go shopping... Ya then also i gt my accounting results today le... Did quite bad though i know i will not do well le... But haiz... In d past i nv score so badly for acc de.. This is my 1st time lor... Nvm will and must improve de...

Back in mel

2005-04-20T06:11:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, i am back in mel le.. Time really pass so fast sia... Soon April will be coming to an end lor... Ya then i am very happy... Got to meet up wif my sisters, friends and ex-classmates... had a wonderful time wif them... Well, i also meet up wif my ex... I was so happy when he called me n ask me if i wanna meet him... We talked and did certain things together... Though the time was short, it was sweet... But it made me realise one thing... He is no longer d guy i know le... I am very sad but at least my heart for him has died... I don't know what he treat me and his gf as lor... But in order not to make all 3 of us happy and add to his burden, i have decided not to keep in touch wif him even if we can be friends... Ya den my sch send a report to my parents... my dad will be very angry and disappointed when he see it... Got B for comp sci, accounting... C for econs... F for Maths and A for english... Disappointed in my accounting and maths though i know most prob i will fail maths... But quite happy wif my english... hOpe to keep my eng result d same and improve on the others esp maths this term... Haiz... Ya lor have to work hard le... My sis told me she gt 2nd in her whole sch so i aso muz do as well as her... Keke... Working time...

I'm back

2005-04-01T21:25:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone... I am back in Singapore again... Exactly 2 weeks from today, i will be going back to Mel... Fast right? Well, i will make use of the time i have in Singapore and enjoy it to the fullest... Today is Sat and as i juz came back i will be going to my grandma's house later and then after tat mayb go to Maxwell and eat dinner wif my parents... See if there is time for shopping or movie lor... Ya and i don't know tomorrow's programme yet... But i think this week i will go shopping, shop for clothes and vcds lor... I am so happy to return back... Home sweet home... Ya and i miss my darling alot.... Darling, love u lots....

Sick...

2005-03-29T01:07:00.000-08:00

Wow sorry so long nv come and update blog le... Recently fell ill... So suai... Gt heavy flu and cough.. Throat very pain lor.. Ya anyway had a 4 day easter break.. Did my Eng presentation and finished my comp sci assignment le... I think i will be gettin my maths results 2molo... Wish me luck coz i tink i will fail but really dun wan to lor... Oh ya guys i heard from my guy fren tat sometimes d more a ger loves a guy, d more guys will not learn how to appreciate as in they will not treasure things tat come too easily for them... Is it true? Y ah? Ya anyway i coming back soon le... Do u guys need anythin? Feel free to write in ur comments and let me know... Thanx...

New hair colour.....

2005-03-23T20:41:00.000-08:00

Yoz.... Today i went to dye my hair... This time i am going for a permanent red... Wow cost me $250 lor... Quite ex hor... Keke... My hairdresser helped me to bleach my hair 1st... Th colour came out to be bright yellowish-gold and below is light green... Coz of 2 diff shades of colour, she had to cut away some parts of my hair that the chestnut colour whihc is d base couldnt help to cover... Next the highlight part turn out to be reddish pink coz of my bleach green hair... She later have to highlight it to bright red again coz tat was not d colour i wan... Now it turns out a bit too bright but i am still satisfied wif it... I cannot dye my hair for at least 6 mths le... Ya and a note to my fren... I read ur blog le and was touched by wat u say... I know d purpose of u writing and let both me & him see is to tell us how much u love him and how much u are afraid of losing him right? Dun worry... If he is meant to be urs he will de... I cant neither could others take him away from u if he choose to be wif u right? The decision lies up to him... hE is now still wif u right? So wats there to fear? And yeah... after tomorrow, i will be having a 4 days easter break... Can relax le lor...

Yoz...

2005-03-16T23:52:00.000-08:00

Good news... My bro has been discharged from the hospital... Er but the bad news is he has not yet fully recovered and also doc say there mayb scars even after his injury has recovered... His forehead has a really deep cut... Haiz... Ya and i got my results from the previous week... I gt 64% for my 2nd accounting test and 84% for the 3rd one... Then i got 79% for my comp sci test... Quite happy wif it coz i haf improved compared to d previous test but abit unhappy wif my acc test... Anyway it is going to be a long day 2molo... still gt tuition somemore... 15 more days b4 i am back in Spore... Cant wait to go back... Ok goin to watch Naruto le... It is a nice show man... U guys shld watch it...

Straightened out some thoughts

2005-03-14T19:20:00.000-08:00

Today is a public holiday in Melbourne... Not much happened today... i just sleep most of the time and watch Naruto lor... Erm, my bro is much better le heard from my mother yesterday... He should be able to discharged in a day or two time... Ya yesterday, i chatted with my ex stead's gf... She told me many things between me, my ex and her.... I finally understand that i did not give my ex a sense of security thus, he decided to choose her... I blame no one though but just felt foolish wif my behaviour... She told me that my ex felt sad for me and i told her i do not want anyone to pity me esp. my ex... But at least i am clear on what to do... Tomorrow is Tuesday and school resumes... I want to say that i still love my ex alot but i will forget him asap... I want to bury all those memories he and i once shared deep down in my heart.... Getting on with life... Moreover, what's mine will be mine eventually but if it is not mine, no point waiting or hoping for it...

1st time creatin a blog

2005-03-13T14:15:00.000-08:00

Keke this is my 1st time creating a blog.... Quite excited abt it... Erm reasons why i suddenly wan to create one is coz i wan to share and update my friends abt my things lor.... Share feelings and thoughts wif my friends in Mel and in Spore... On Fri nite, i got the news from my mum tat my bro is hospitalised... My mum told me that he was sent to the hospital by friends who called the ambulance... He fell down from his bicycle and his right eye is now swollen.... Cant really open his right eye for days... Also the doc say that he needs to be kept under obseravtion for abt 2 days as there is a 2.5cm blood clot in his brain and the doc say that as the blood clot is quite small, it may disappear but till it disappear, my bro needs to go back for check-up after he is discharged.... May God bless him... Hope he is fine... Haiz how i wish i am now back at Spore so that at least i can share this wif my family...