Exams coming to an end

Yipee 1 good news is exams are coming to an end... haiz... but i screwed up for my paper today.... totally write out of point for one of the econs essay... sure fail le lor... haiz... i wonder how can i get into the course i wan if everything is so screwed up... how leh? aiya this whole week is such a shitty week although i am supposed to feel happy coz i will be going back to sg this week... no longer has the excitement of going back to sg lor... coz i know next year things will be different if i manage to get into uni.... plus have to work in sg and also ususally when i return i will always make my dad upset with the things i do and how i behave... so dun really have the urge to go back though i miss my family and friends... human are always in a dilemma and will wan the best of both world... anyway to my sg friends if u are reading this help me keep a look out for any jobs... also to all my friends... i have a new blog... www.wretch.cc/blog/chirodi... visit it when u are free.... gt my latest pic and info too... take care... cheers

Holidays ending

Oh my gosh... Time flies... Before i know it, my holidays are coming to an end... 2 more days b4 sch reopens and this means that i will be gettin my results soon which i know i did not do well for all my subjects and that there is only a mth more for me b4 my final yr exams starts... Have to study extra extra hard now if i want to get into the courses i wan in Monash... Also i have to start saving money if i wan to go Hong Kong with my sisters and shop for clothes... Last moth (Sept) spend more than a $1000 lor... Oh ya and i miss my Spore friends and family alot now... Cant wait to see them in nov... Also, i believe it is time for me to go into a new relationship le... He has move on and i have to too... Cant possibly remain in the same spot right? Keke... Currently, i have feelings for one of my friends... He is quite nice and a real gentleman.... Anyway we almost got together but there are certain things that i have yet to sort out so currently we are still friends... B4 updating my blog, i was sitting at my balcony thinking abt stuffs and i think i can say this loud... I am ready for a new relationship... Yipee!!! Ya and also i am very happy for Ade who has a new gf now... She waited this long to ask her to be her gf lor... Keke... Bet she is enjoying herself now...

Urrgh!!!

Urrgh.... It is the exam period and i will be having my Maths A exam on Mon, Comp Sci exam on Tues and Econs exam on Wed... All those that need plenty of revision subjects... Haiz. have to score well in all of them... Sat for the previous exam which is Eng and Accounting... Thought i could get an A for accounting but i am so totally not sure now... Ya anyway besides exam i have something that is bothering me... How can one tell when he or she is in love? I mean i seriously dunno how to tell... Love is such a complicated thing... How do i know it isnt just a crush that i will get over soon? Aaah it is bothering me so much that i cant stop thinking abt it... Oh someone pls help me...

Prom..

Oh prom is over... well it was quite fun although initially there was the taxi incident... Obviously the taxi service here is not very good lor... my fren apparently book the cab but it did not turn up den we call up the taxi company they tell us tat as it is fri nite and no cab is available for us... they ask us to go and flag one ourself... ya so a little bit affected my mood lor... but luckily we gt a cab after a while... then at d party, i took photos wif 2 handsome waiters, dance wif frens, took many photos and although the ticket cost me $60, i did not eat much lor... my frens and i left half way during the dinner to go to the dance floor and b4 we are back, our plates are cleared... ya but overall it was an experience for me lor... had much fun... guys if u wan to see the prom pic can go to my friendster lor... ya take care my dear frens...

Mixed Feelings

hey i am back for wat 3 weeks onli? time pass so fast and yet seem so slow... Anyway i am having my sch prom tomorrow... then yesterday i went for a hair cut, hair dye... lastest hair color of mine is front pure black and back brown with some ash blonde i think... oh ya i recently found out tat i could no longer stand something... i realise i dislike and is very much dislike when friend of mine told me this and then the next minute do or say the next thing.. wats the pt of sayin things which u dun mean it in d 1st place? i just simply cant stand it... n it not onli happen once but many times le... it is just tat recently it happens too many times thus it is gettin on my nerves... ya i know there are all kinds of ppl in tis world and in order to stay happy everyday, we have to take things easy and always look on d bright side... No one is perfect perhaps this phrase makes me feel better... Ya anyway i know i am not perfect too and has a num of flaws so i dun think i haf d right to say others or watever la... erm felt much better now... take care guys... spore weather is hot so drink more water.... will update after my prom thing...

Back soon

Yoz... I will be back er i think tomorrow... Fast sia... 3 weeks of my holiday has passed... Well i did quite a number of shopping and bought some new clothes and vcds... Now extremely broke le... Oh ya i also watched 6 movies in all... I will recommend my friends to watch War of The World by Tom Cruise... And of coz Initial-D by Jay Chou... Quite nice.... Ya then well many things happened during my holiday back... Sad and happy things but i am glad all this lies are over... At least i will not have any more hopes in tat matter le... Then yesterday also met up with my friends from St Pat and my 2 sisters.... Quite happy... We had some fun though part of it was rather bored as there was no plans organised.... But still i hope to meet up again with them and also my ex-classmates... We had steamboat on Sat and then went for a bowling... A pity i nv bring my house keys along if not i could go Chinatown with them for .... Haha... Ya but overall i had much fun despite some unhappy things going on but well in life there are bound to be ups and downs so i will just take this as a lesson... Ya anyway going back to Mel soon le... Have to work hard, sleep early and wake up early so as not to miss my Maths lesson or be late for it le... Gambate!!!

One week has passed

Wow time really fkies... One week had passed since i am back in Spore... Erm quite enjoyed myself so far coz i managed to meet up wif my 2 sis... But a pity one has gone back to Perth... Nvm hope she is enjoying herself there and don't feel too homesick ah sis... Ya also Patrick thanx for ur advice... I will follow my heart if onli it is a decision which will not hurt anyone... Ya then this whole week i think i also will be quite busy... Oh ya i also wanted to apologise to one friend of mine coz on fri the meeting wif me turn out so unpleasant tat both of us had a small but rather hurtful quarrel... I don't wish to lose a gd fren juz coz of this... Hope u can forgive me as i dunno y things turn out that way.... Ya i also hope to meet up with my 2 other sis together wif ppl from st pats... Anyway to my frens in mel hope u are enjoying urselves there... Gladys i had a wonderfult time tat day... Thanx...